"Because you love me,
I give you my hands to help you create.
Because you love me,
I give you my eyes to help you see all.
Because you love me,
I give you my legs to help you stand forever.
Because you love me,
I give you my mind to help you think righteously.
Because you love me,
I give you my heart to help you spread the love through all.
Because you love me
…I died to protect all from harm.
Without you I am nothing.
Just lonely piles of dust to be tread on by others.
With you I am everything.
You ARE my everything-
To give and be given,
My life,
My love,
My soul,
My reason to live.
The most I could ever give worth giving to you,
Is my love.
Because you loved me,
I cared for others.
Because you loved me,
I fed the hungry.
Because you loved me,
I gave water to the thirsty.
Because you loved me,
I gave to others,
Shelter, money,
Clothes… a friend.
Because you loved me,
I loved them.
Because you loved me,
I always loved my brothers and sisters.
Because you loved me,
I was filled with light and hope.
Because you loved me,
I gave my life to serve and protect those who needed it most,
Like my friends and family, but the poor most of all;
It started with them,
And will never end.
Though I am gone,
These deeds will be done.
I will always love.
Now and forever
…Because you have always loved me…
Now and forever…"
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
"A life worth living should be a healthy life
Not something you disrespect.
Humans are the main concern.
So far we do nothing.
We throw away what we think is junk,
Even if it’s not in the bin or recycle;
While there are poor people who will make it their treasure.
We get greedy and whine about not having a certain game.
We are self-centered and think only of ourselves.
A life worth living is…
A life without fear
A place of peace
A world where the only feelings you have are positive ones.
A world worth living to me…
Is a world with friends by my side.
All I need are my friends and family and to me
That is…
A world worth living for."
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
"Darkness eats away at my soul.
Sends it to that cold, dark place of sadness and sorrow.
Colder than ice I’m falling 1000 miles per hour,
Making the darkness ever more colder.
The further I fall the colder it gets.
My life is fading and I need your help.
Losing my light falling further.
Into the ever lasting darkness ahead,
The lights are getting dim.
I can barely be seen.
Forgetting everything I know.
Losing everything I love
Who am I?
I do not know anymore.
The light fades,
Forever I think.
Start to hate myself and everything else.
A light starts to shine and a face appears.
I remember the face,
And I start going forward.
Not looking back as I feel to love and be loved again.
It all goes wrong.
Back in the dark all alone.
If this is my destiny,
Then let be.
Forever clouded by hate for mankind.
Humans are the roots."
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
"Nothing isn't real because nothing is something,
Or just a lie.
Fragments of ones imagination,
And a keeper of secrets."
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Frozen cold, yet so warm.
Blinded by truth, as clear as day.
A frown goes wrong, into a smile so right.
Broken hearted, molded so beautiful,
By the hands of one so far yet near.
I was sore, but now no pain.
Scars covered over, by the new life I was given.
To love you, now and forever.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“You make me cry with tears of joy.
You make me laugh with a smile of hope.
You give me life with a reason to live.
Burning below with flames of love.
Shining above with beams of (Glory Or Happiness).
I feel so warm when I see your smile.
Holding you tight not letting go.
Our hands clench tight as I give you a kiss.
Cheeks of red, I open my mouth,
To let out the words I’ve been longing to say.
I love you.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I’ve lived my life in darkness.
Not believing in a reason for light.
Until I found you.
I had finally smiled.
Finally found a reason to live.
Found the reason for light.
But now you’re gone.
And I’m not with you anymore.
My reasons have all disappeared.
All I have left,
Is a reason to die.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“To live life is to prove I’m wrong.
To prove I don’t only have the reason to die.
The fact that all I have left is the reason to die,
Is what pushes me further to prove that it’s not.
But to go further,
Will only be to gain more pain.
More suffering.
I can’t take it.
My mind is killing me taking me to the edge.
What does it want?
I can’t be happy because of it,
But I can’t either be sad.
Just an empty shell.
To prove me wrong I’ll make it another reason,
To live my painful life.
But please…
Please help me through it.
For I can’t do it alone…”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I was once lost in the dark all alone.
But something amazing happened.
And there you were standing with a smile.
I found the light.
But that’s in the past,
Because now I’m lost, all over again.
Looking for the right path to choose.
It’s so dark and so cold.
This is how I’m supposed to live forever, isn’t it?
I’ve lost it all.
For I’ve given up trying to gain it all.
Because when I always have it all,
It just turns to ashes to be blown away by the wind.
To become scattered memories lost in time.
Now and forever.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“People say hi to me.
People say bye to me.
People say I’m cool and funny,
Or epic and sweet.
People tell me they care.
People ask if I need help.
People say I’m handsome and beautiful,
Mature and caring.
People say all these positive things about me.
People sometimes try to help me.
People can lie.
And that’s just what they did.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Not one friend in my WHOLE life…
Has EVER made me feel the way you did…”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“My life was always in the dark.
And by the looks of it, it always will be.
I always carried a fake smile as a burden.
And it grew larger with each passing day.
But a certain someone took them away.
I had no reason to live,
Only one to die…
You gave me a reason to live though.
Said you’d never leave me.
I don’t blame you though.
I knew this would happen.
You left me.
And I lost every reason to live again.
But gained only one thing.
A new reason to die…”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Alone in the dark.
I need you.
I have no one else.
It’s not like anyone cares for me anyway.
But for a little while,
I thought you did.
Everything you said was all a lie.
I think.
But all I said will remain true.
And with that,
My fate is sealed.
To die broken hearted and all alone.
I lost everyone and never gave up.
I found you and never thought of quitting.
I lost you there after.
Now no reason to continue…”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“The most difficult part of being sad isn’t being able to hide it with a fake smile.
The most difficult part of being sad is how badly you know you’re being torn up Inside with each fake smile for no one shows they care if they think you’re OK.
To put on such a brave face is so easy.
It’s just asking for help that is most difficult.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Everyone has a reason to go forward.
Even if it's not clear,
True strength comes from that reason.
My reason is clear.
My reason is to care.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“My life is so fucked up that it’s hit rock bottom.
But my life isn’t the worst.
Since that’s fact,
Then where are the others? (In life)”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“All I am is a bag full of hate.
To be used to carry burdens of others.
Yeah.
That’s all I am.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“You all rush.
But I take it slow.
You all laugh.
But I can’t smile without it being a fake.
You all cry.
But I have no tears to shed.
You all screw up your lives.
And that screws up mine.
You all die.
And while I live,
I die with you.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I want to scream but I have no anger.
I want to laugh but I have no joy.
I want to cry but I have no sadness.
I want to go out with friends but I have none to call my own.
I want to live but I have no life.
I want to die but I am already dead.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Lying.
Lying seems to be the core of human nature.
You’re all liars.
We’re all liars.
Even I’m a liar.
But I wish we didn’t lie.
Lying hurts more than anyone could ever know.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“You lied…
You said one thing to me,
And told another something completely different.
In the end it’s causing my mind to kill me slowly.
I just want to know.
I just need to know.
Why?”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Standing in the middle of a crossroad,
I need to choose a path.
But at the end of each path I see a person.
That path is how they want me to be.
I keep looking.
But none are my own.
I’m lost in the middle of a crossroad.
I’m lost in the middle of my crossroad.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I like pie,
With my glass of rye.
I like pie,
That I could just die.
If pie is taken away,
Then people better stay at bay.”
- For fun by Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Black and white.
Good and bad.
Pressure and stillness.
They all have a reason.
They’re only purpose,
To make things a greater challenge”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Bread for life,
Water to refresh,
Mind to think,
Thoughts to decide,
Blood to live,
Heart for future,
Smile to continue,
Love for no regrets.
Essential for living life to its fullest,
Using happiness as your light.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“MSN is for talking.
But if that were true,
Then why does no one talk?
Ask how they are,
They reply ok.
Ask what they’re doing,
They say nm.
MSN is for talking.
But if that were true,
Then why does no one talk?
They never talk first.
In fact they rarely talk second.
They never talk last.
They just never respond back.
MSN is for talking.
But if that were true,
Then why does no one talk?
It makes me feel rejected.
It makes me feel lonely.
It makes me feel like I have no friends.
It makes me hate both itself and its contacts.
MSN is not for talking.
Since that’s true,
The proof is that though it’s meant for catching up with friends and others,
No one ever has anything to say.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Acting like I don’t care.
Acting like you’re not there.
Acting like I’m not sad.
Acting like I’m not bad.
Acting like I’m so happy.
Actually it’s really all quite crappy.
But something you may not know,
Is the honest truth.
Even though I make it hard.
Even though I seem so down.
I am so happy,
And it’s not all crappy.
I truly care,
Since you are all there.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I love my friend.
She’s a hell of a girl.
I love my friend.
She means more than the world.
I love my friend.
So funny and dumb.
I love my friend.
And what more can I say?
I just love my friend.”
- For fun by Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“My best friend accepts me.
My best friend helps me.
My best friend is funny.
And my best friend is dumb.
But she doesn’t care.
I love my best friend.
She means the world to me.”
- For fun by Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I was given a key to a very special chest.
But I lost the chest.
So I keep the key around my neck as a reminder to the chest it unlocked.
It’s a very special key given to unlock a very special chest.
I lost the chest.
But I might find it later.
So I keep the key as a symbol of hope that I may one day find that chest again.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“We come across obstacles everyday,
But they always slow our journeys.
We say something to show others we’re down,
But we never tell them when they ask what’s wrong.
We say don’t worry though we want them to,
Just to see who cares.
We say we don’t want to talk about it but we actually do.
We think there’s no one to turn to,
But truth is we’re never alone.
We always have someone to talk to.
And when we’re down it’s best we do,
To get it off our minds;
To lose a burden we carry alone.
When all hope seems lost,
Just look up and close your eyes.
Think about them and you’ll finally see,
That friends will always be.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“All so dark and so cold,
Running through the land.
Hearing screams and guns,
Seeing flashing lights so bright.
Now more dark and freezing cold,
I lay here wishing I had one more chance,
To see the family I left behind.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“But through the darkness,
I can see a dim light.
And I can feel a peace,
That leaves me calm and contrite.
Burdens are no longer,
Sounds clicked but now I’m stronger.
I wait with quiet patience,
For the heavenly kiss of silence;
When the guns shut their mouths,
And kill no more.”
- By Paul and Brendan (Response to above)
“Even though a scarred heart may never heal,
That doesn’t mean that it can’t be fixed.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“If I had just one wish,
I’d chase it to make it a reality.
If I had just one wish,
I’d have a goal to make my own.
If I had just one wish,
It’d be my life’s one reason.
If I had just one wish,
It’d be, to be with you forever.
If I had just one wish come true,
I would really be with you.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Inspired by hope to write this down,
Hoping that it will stop your frown.
Motivated by love to write for you,
Hoping your journey will start a new.
I’ll write down you name,
Saying you’re not to blame,
For all the things that have happened.
Just to see you smile,
I will wait for a while,
Hoping to see it real soon once more.
As hope shines bright,
I’ll say you’ll be alright;
To get through the challenges that lie ahead.
Make sure you don’t hide,
Cause I’ll stand by your side,
To show you the beauty of the world outside.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I once had a friend who was my best friend.
Sadly one night she passed away and ever since I’ve been round the bend.
Every night I blame myself for that dreadful night you went away.
But though you’re gone it’s not really true,
Since I can feel you right next to me.
I know why you’re with me,
But I’ve got so many questions that’ll never be answered.
I feel you talk to me every night before I lay myself to sleep and this is what I hear.
“Don’t be sorry it’s not your fault and it won’t ever be.
You were my best friend and still always will be.
I wan you to be happy and live life without self-blame.
I will always think of you and how you used to be,
As you’re getting more beautiful,
You shouldn’t be so sad.”
I start to feel ‘bit better as I drift to sleep,
Knowing that she’s by my side,
My friend, my guardian angel.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“People say they won’t become alcoholics or addicts.
But what do they know?
People can’t control the outcomes of things.
It’s not the person who chooses to become addicted or not.
It’s the drugs and alcohol that chooses.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Being totally honest and open may hurt at times,
But lying hurts more and always makes you wonder.
Lying causes more trouble than good.
I wish the world could just be more open.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Who ever said that life had to be so harsh and cruel?
They only say that it can be and is harsh and cruel.
But they never said it has to be.
The only reason they say it is,
Is because they let it get to them.
Allow it to hold them back and pull them down.
But who said it has to be this way.
If we all tried,
The world could be such a beautiful thing.
But for now that’s not possible,
Since we make it ugly.
We are ugly.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Life is worth living;
So throw away everything u think and know,
And just live for the moment.
Unless that info is needed at the time.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“A new beginning brings life to a new born.
A newborn grows obtaining new paths.
New paths created by new choices.
A new beginning brings joy to a new born.
A newborn with new dreams;
New dreams created by new hopes.
Life destroyed by an old ending.
Old paths lead to a new cold darkness.
Old paths created by negativity.
Joy washed away by tsunamis of tears.
Dreams shattered by the world around.
Dreams shattered by lack of hope.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“What happened to the joy of childhood?
Everything seems to have been influenced,
And consumed by their own darkness.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“How do you beat the darkness?
Everywhere I look, there’s death and hatred,
And I see sadness and fear.
What has the world become?
Road kill. Pollution. Murder. Lies. Secrets.
Drugs. Alcohol. Abuse to both one self and others.
As we grow up it seems to me that,
The innocence of young children disappears.
From promising to never smoke,
Never do drugs and not drink,
To laying on the side of the road,
Killing animals and people, raping, lying and dying.
Life has just become a joke kept in the dark.
It’s sad.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Be who you want to be.
You cannot be who you want to be by just being.
You have to force it because you mind will fight.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“We all know so much.
But what we fail to or just plainly don’t comprehend,
Accept or even think about is that,
We also know so little.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Sometimes the best way to get things done,
Is by not trying at all.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“With darkness,
There is an extent to the strength you will gain.
But with light,
There is no limit to how strong you’ll be.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“The darkness (Hatred) makes us truly strong.
But the light (Love) makes us stronger.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“To me negative is positive and positive is positive.
Most people think 50-50.
Example, they are either right or wrong.
But why not make it 100.
Example, Ying and Yang, good and bad,
Boys and girls, young and old,
Water and earth, animals and plants,
Dark and light, life and death etc are all 50-50.
People always think separately…
But how about this,
Ying and Yang symbol are together,
Good things can come from bad and bad from good,
Male creatures need females to continue and females need males,
Young become older and wiser giving birth to young to continue,
Earth needs water and water needs earth to give life,
Animals and plants need each other to balance,
Darkness and light lie within each other,
Life dies and that that dies gives room for the living.
Though everything is 50-50, it all makes up to 100.
Why can’t people see that?
They choose to accept everything is either right or wrong.
But why not choose to accept everything as a possibility.
Right and wrong are 50-50 but the possibility is 100.
That’s why life is so boring and predictable.
It’s either right or wrong.
But I guess that's why I’m hard to predict.
I choose to accept that people believe differently instead of wrong,
And accept everything as a possibility.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“To live life to its fullest,
One must first stop lying to oneself,
And be true to ones own heart”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Everything comes to an end at some point...
Just to make way for the new things…
So maybe life does repeat itself or,
Maybe means that life will never end and maybe…
That's what eternity is.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Most see 25% or less as a bad thing, bad luck, no chance etc,
But I see it as chance.
Most see 50% as fair and even,
But I see it as numbers.
Most see 75% or higher as a good thing, good luck, high chance etc,
But I see it as easy, boring or just common.
But in the end, I always take the odds into my own hands.
Take a chance, don’t let it escape.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“To be at someone’s feet is to feel rejected,
To be in someone’s arms is to feel accepted.
Everyone is at some people’s feet,
And in others arms.
But one thing for certain,
Is that you’re all in my arms;
And will never be let go.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“My life is ruled,
My life is judged.
Never told I’m doing it right,
Always doing it “wrong”.
I’m sick of this life,
‘Coz woman you don’t know me.
Trying to struggle,
Break free of this cage.
Once I’m out,
Bitch,
Leave me alone.
I’m in control.
I rule my life.
I got rights and decisions,
And bitch…
You ain’t gonna take over.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I’m the kind of person that when I fall for any reason,
I fall pretty damn hard...
But I always seem to get back up somehow.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“You all complain,
I listen.
You all continue to complain,
I continue to listen.
You complain too much,
I get annoyed.
I complain once,
You tell me to “fucking get over it”.
How bout you fucking get used to the fact I’m human,
And I have limits.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Isn’t it funny how there’s ALWAYS one episode,
Where the darkness completely takes over everything,
Except for the last bit of light?
Well I think that this moment of life is only the beginning of that episode,
And we should work together to over-throw our darkness."
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“On an average,
Every 35 hours someone suicides,
And every 15mins someone attempts suicide.
If you’re someone who thinks suicide is the only way to turn,
Then truly think again.
When you think there is no hope,
Then truly think again.
When you think you’re all alone and there is no hope,
Then truly think again.
Everywhere you look,
There is help.
Friends,
Families,
And even strangers.
If you feel like you need to talk,
And even if you don’t;
Then talk anyway.
We’ve all been through pain,
And you won’t hurt people by talking.
If you think you are the only one,
Then you are completely wrong.
There’s always help,
There’s always hope,
You’re ever alone,
And there’s always another way.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
"Life without death is a meaningless life;
Light without darkness is dangerously blinding."
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
"A wise man once said that, "All dreams must come to an end".
Well no matter what happens,
My dreams will end once I achieve them!
Moving forward head held high,
I will be stronger than I was yesterday and I am.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Dreams and goals are meant to be reached,
Giving up is not an option for me.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Revenge is more than just pay back.
It is the corruption of ones own meaning in life.
Hatred doesn’t need to exist and yet we allow it to.
No matter how much we don’t want it to hurt us,
We let it hurt others usually caused from own hands.
Nothing is ever as they seem;
We're just to stubborn to listen,
Love,
And forgive.
Revenge is a dish best not served at all.
Why can we not see what is right in front of our eyes.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“The darkness gives us hope.
Gives us chances and freedom.
But from “it’s” kindness,
There will always be consequences.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Sometimes in life,
The only things you have left in the end…
Are the memories you hold so close.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Why must it be through death that we learn and understand peace?”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo (Inspired by Clannad After Story)
“There may be some situations where fighting is sometimes be the only option,
But in the end it’s never the right choice to make.
Anger builds hatred,
Hatred builds violence.
From violence comes fighting,
And from fighting,
Death may be a regrettable outcome.
From death comes sadness,
And from sadness,
A cycle of anger and hatred begins.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“What does it mean to be truly strong?
To me the answer is both quite difficult and yet so simple;
To be able to smile in the darkest moments of life,
To walk forward without regrets and never looking back,
To stand your ground and take every hit life throws at you,
Just to push it aside with a gentle smile,
To never show tears but to shed them away when no ones watching,
To fall over 1000 times but to get back up 1001,
To never lie or seek revenge,
To have confidence and faith in yourself,
To accept everyone and everything including the faults…
Especially the faults.
To help your friends, family and anyone else in need of it;
Even if they are people you don’t like.
To me…
This is what it means to be truly strong.
To just be yourself with a smile on your face,
To never forget those most precious memories,
And to always keep those closest to you in your heart.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“It is sad and embarrassing,
How easily people allow themselves to fall in the dark,
Turning their backs on what is important.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“I am someone who would rather hurt others with the truth,
Than to take chances with happiness through lies.
Because in the end with a lie,
So would be the happiness it makes.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Words are our most powerful tools in life.
More powerful than the actions we make.
As if alive the words we speak can act as a weapon of mass destruction,
Or used as a gift of strength and life.
The words we speak are alive in the sense that they can break,
Or even connect the chains of fate from one person to another.
The words we speak can give comfort and confidence,
But can also bring self-doubt and pain to others.
Depending on the use of the words,
They can also either save a life,
Or take a life.
No one seems to begin to understand this power of words,
Nor even believe its true.
But the simple truth is,
That even words can affect the futures of both you and the people around you,
Without ever even noticing.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo
“Girls say that guys hurt them and use them more,
But it’s same for guys too.
Because I hear more from more guys about getting hurt,
By the girls secrets and lies,
Than the girls getting hurt by the guys.
Don’t lie and don’t keep secrets if they affect the people closest to you,
Or you’ll put yourself in horrible situations that you would regret for life.”
- By Lawrence Adam-Fiorillo